Blood Guts and Sex

I’m in love with my best-friend.

Booy-fucking-yah!

Scored a 187/200 on my Engineering Entrance Exam at Sullivan. 2nd highest score on the exam, ever. I’m one smart mother-fucker.

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I start my woman-hood days next week… finals are next week..

LET THE CRYING AFTER EXAMS BEGIN. 

I’m fucked up.

I sit here and just ache for the feeling of being in-love, or even loved for that matter.. Everyone I would have had a chance with, I ruined it. I’ve reached a whole new level of depression and desperation. I fall for someone amazing before I even get a chance to know them, or how they feel. I’ll fall in love, then push them away without even knowing they liked me. I’m terrified of being hurt again, so I hurt myself before they have a chance to hurt me.. But in the end, I hurt myself more than they ever could have.

I just want to feel someone in my arms.. Me looking into their eyes and telling them how much I love them.. Them loving me back.. But it won’t happen..

I’m way too shy to even announce my presence to a female, or anyone for that matter.. 

Tate from AHS; S1 is the only one I feel as if I can even relate too. So much love to give, but i’m a monster deep down in side..

Please, someone just love me for who I am so I can finally experience that happiness I’ve been longing for.

Fuck.

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I wish I could erase any trace of my depression. How is it that I can be happy one second and almost in tears the next? I just want to be okay or a WHOLE day.